Sadhanas are mysterious – all of them. There are innumerable mantras, each with multiple sadhanas associated; still, a Sadhak must always consider the Guru, the mantras and the deities as one. Even if success is a step away; a Sadhak may find it hopelessly impossible enough to abandon sadhana and loose everything gained so far. When they say – “Sadhanas are not meant for everyone”, they mean it.

After making several mistakes, I am finally there. I’ve been here before but foolishly wandered away. I won’t blame destiny because I never believed in it and I won’t regret because without my mistakes, I won’t be me.

Now, I can see what my Guru had ordered me to look for. I’ve known this mantra for over a decade; now, I can use it.